I need to learn...thats it's okay.

I usually am pretty hard on myself and find myself getting really down about things that are entirely out of  my control. I need to learn that to let things go, and that it is okay...so these are a few lessons I need to reiterate these to myself...

Its Okay to not be perfect

Its Okay to not be excited about having kids because I am scared, even when so many people my age are getting pregnant and having these kids, none of this ever sounds appealing

Its Okay to not want to get married right away and "rush" things

Its Okay that I don't call my parents EVERY day..in Fact Bekah...they probs don't even want to hear from you every day

Its Okay to feel guilty about not writing friends back right away and trying very hard to be in contact more

Its Okay to want to be mean every once in awhile

Its Okay to panic at the thought of a wedding, and not really wanting the whole she-bang...because honestly...mountain tops, fresh air, and tranquility sound much more appealing

Its okay to just be figuring things out financially in your 20s'. I get really depressed and down, that I don't really seem to have as much money as I neeto d, but at this time in my life...that is okay.

Its okay to justify shopping by telling yourself, "I needed it," "They practically GAVE it to me"

Its okay to have 8 calendars in your house, and feel a slight panic that you don't have one in the kitchen

Its Okay to want to be a stay at home mommy to Sully. Just think of all the crap I could get done...all the while spending it with my favorite chug.

Its Okay To be OBSESSED with board games, and feel so incredibly happy when people even suggest the mere thought of playing

Its Okay to still be hungry after eating 5 pieces of pizza and a salad...or is it?

Its okay To think your dog is the cutest thing that has ever graced the planet, and be completely biased and think she can do no wrong...Who Sully? She would NEVER do that...

Its Okay to cry when you see the castle at Disneyland

Its Okay have mini panic attacks when you see pugs

Its okay that when you bake things, they are not like the prettiest things, but what matters is the taste! Don't get down about yourself because it doesn't match the picture online

Betty Crocker was fake...that crumpet on the screen is totes plastic

Its Okay to not be able to blog every day..and feel SUPER guilty about not doing it...I am trying kittens!

Its Okay to have more than just a crush on Michael Phelps.

Its Okay to know every line in Waynes World and The Big Lebowski, quote them on the daily and judge people if they do not get the reference.."Ass Spincter says WHAT?"

Its Okay to have cups of coffee and Chase them with Red Bulls just to get through the day and handle the shitty people that come into my work.

Its Okay to need to cry every now and then...even if its watching The Lion King...I need a good cry sometimes.

Anyways pigeons..that is all for my random ramblings for today!

Other random thoughts of the day...

I made Strawberry Shortcake Rice Krispie Treats...something I found on pinterest

This picture looks much better than mine...the whip cream is homemade and it is SO good. Oh gosh! These are fab. and SUPER Easy!

Also

Happy birthday to mah boyyy Joe

I also need to make Eastside Killa Joe (SHOUTOUT...HOLLA) a care package..totes considering what to send. Ice cream sandwich? Hookers? Newly Sharpened Ticonderogas? Hah. We shall see.

Anyway, I love you all times Pi.